Wednesday, October 31, 2007


Psalm 13

my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.

5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.

6 I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Horoscope -- after bored from study...

TAURUS - The Tramp (what? Tramp? Taurus is definitely not one of those...)

Aggressive. (I think I can be counted as one, hehe..)

Loves being in long relationships. (What is good being in a short and uncertain relationship la? Waste your life and money nia...)

Likes to give a goodfight for what they want.(Then you will appreciate what you have~ )

Extremely outgoing. (Definitely not an introversion type of me)

Loves to help people in times of need. (My friends: Yaya, by commenting and criticizing a lot)

Good kisser. (Unknown, yet to give out my first kiss)

Good personality. (If counted overall.. then is damn good lo...)

Stubborn. (Bull mah, sure a bit stubborn as natural characteristic de mah)

A caring person. (Yes, care for those I regard as worthy to..)

One of a kind. (Kinda.....)

Not one to mess with. (Ha-ha, never offend me or you will be sorry for that)

Are the most attractive people on earth! (YOU BET!!)

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Last Kiss

Oh where, oh where
can my baby be
The Lord took her
away from me.
She's gone to heaven
so I've got to be good,
so I can see my baby
when I leave this world.

We were out on a date
in my daddy's car,
we hadn't driven very far.
There in the road,
straight ahead,
a car was stalled,
the engine was dead.
I couldn't stop,
so I swerved to the right.
I'll never forget
the sound that night--
the screamin tires,
the bustin glass,
the painful scream
that I heard last.

Oh where, oh where
can my baby be?
The Lord took her
away from me.
She's gone to heaven
so I've got to be good,
so I can see my baby
when I leave this world.

When I woke up,
the rain was pourin down.
There were people
standin all around.
Somethin warm
flowin through my eyes,
but somehow I found
my baby that night.
I lifted her head,
she looked at me and said,
"Hold me darlin just a little while."
I held her close,
I kissed her--our last kiss.
I'd found the love
that I knew I had missed.
Well now she's gone,
even though I hold her tight.
I lost my love,
my life that night.

Oh where, oh where
can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me.
She's gone to heaven
so I've got to be good,
so I can see my baby
when I leave this world.

Friday, October 19, 2007


It always give me an inexplicable touchy feeling whenever I get a chance to have a look on the sunrise. It doesn't matter by the beach, or in the dusty city, or when you're in such a wonderful mood to kick off your day. I've been at home for a week's time, which all i did was just sizing up my appetite. I have learned some good news and some very bad news during my return this time.

My mom has the operation on her toe. I was not informed. I was so pissed off when I got to know this. What kind of family shall it be when you do not bothered to inform the people which are theoretically closer in the sense of blood-bond? The disappointment wasn't come from the suffer and pain of my mother, but the pain in deepest place in my heart that I wasn't informed on such important and serious matter. I felt that I'm no longer a close part in the family in which I was away when my mother is in deep pain of her loss. Even my siblings couldn't be bothered to pick up the phone and rang me about this "small matter". Do you know that this is just make me to be such ignorant in people's eyes? Even me myself could not let go where I wasn't around my mother's side when she is in such pain. I'm speechless when my mother say:"what will do if I did informed you?You won't be possibly just rushed back to home!" No!! Ma~!! You're mistaken. Of course I will!! How many mother on earth do I have in my lifelong? It's just you! How could possibly you have said this to a son who is really concern bout you?!

This is the very sad news I've got from my return this time. Just wish that it won't be anything happened when I get back next time.

After a week of degeneracy, I've finally got my backside back to this little-isolated-country-sided-uncivilized area. I've regret for coming back so soon. This makes me feels bad. Have been disconnected from the happenings here for a week, wonder if there is anything that I can be updated. In fact, those who are closer gets closer, and those who are not, gets closer too. Sometimes it's just bothersome that when a new member is trying to mix around well (from what he thinks) with those who are initially bonded strongly. I don't know. Maybe i'm not the person who can be a easy-to-get-along-in-short-period. I just don't like it when it seems like something belongs to you is slowly being ripped of from your ownership. Well, somehow I realized there is such miscommunication problems occurred between friends. It is a very complicated problem which require some attention. This is also the problem which I wasn't aware of from the beginning of this life. Maybe more initiation has to made in future time. More dialogs have to be carry out. May be it's just like a friends said, True-or-Dare might be the necessary activity to be holding out.

Got chances to take some nice pics when flies all the way back here, it's just nice.
The Early Morning of LCCT
Beautiful sunrise from the upper air (Never! I mean NEVER! grab othe right hand side seat when you fly back from LCCT, unless you want to be blinded)

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Indulgence or obsessions?

Actually I like ice-cream very much. But not till this level of indulgence. This is too horrible and unacceptable for me. In fact, I would risk my life and my future if someone could pay for the cost, haha!

Important facts for this LUXURIOUS and HILARIOUS event:
1. Not on Saturday, Sunday and Public Holidays
2. Only at the at Häagen-Dazs Bangsar Village II.
3. Wastages are counted by scoops.
4. Different pricing after 3p.m. which will be RM39.90.
5. Prepare hot-bater bag to cover up your teeth.
6. Please bring along Sensodyne in case needed as advertised (no pain during ice-cream eating :))
7. Remember to consume as much as you can~ to make your RM 33.90 worthy~

haha! hilarious events and infos.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Civilized Zone

Will be back to my sweet home in no time. It won't be an exaggerate saying that my home is situated in a civilized zone which is much better than the present place that I'm in now. It doesn't means that I miss those polluted air, unsilencable noises, never dim neon light. Just that it anyhow feels good to be at a place you know which is not a temporary but the permanent. No matter how luxurious house you rented at outside is still the temporary place compare to the sweet home.

Thou this is the second post of mine about my home (duh, why post so much bout your tiny home), but still the feeling awaits to go home is the best amongst all.

11 hours more to be at home.

Mommy, I want vinegar pork leg~

Friday, October 05, 2007

Alone In the Dark

The weather this day long is just a perfect weather for me. I like cloudy day. It will be much better comparing with the scorching sunny day. A trip to the early fish market was scheduled and carried out as it was planned.

Sometimes I really do not understand myself.
I've been working more times harder than I was for the previous paper but I just couldn't get what I wanted to get. It has been playing in my mind for more than thousands times that asking me not to step myself into the science field, especially the biology terms. Once again, I'm destined to take up those I wish myself has not been taking. It was a shameful thing, when you keep falling down in front of those you want to show how good you are to. This is really not a great thing to do. The feeling is just sux. I wouldn't say I'm really that good enough to be the top among the rest. It's all about my ego and dignity.

Maybe it's the weather which makes my shittest feeling coming out from the deep inside. See, weather-blaming again. This is really a good day for a person who wakes up and feel like doing nothing especially when he has the handful of things awaits to be done. Isn't it sad? I would rather call myself the reluctant and the ignorant. Where has the ambitious aiming for the 1st class holder myself gone? This is just not so like me. I could have just pass this on just to have my degree with me no matter what class will I get for it. Was I expecting too much? Or maybe i should wake up from my dream realizing that I do not belong to the first class person?

Well, thanks to God for letting all the test 2 and 3 ended this week. I will be able to be back home carrying all my fishes with me! Ya, true, Feli, I hate Ichthyo too.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Campus Election

It was not a healthy way to have such election which the transparency level is equal to opaque.

1st, the candidates. All candidates are those-who-they-call-themselves-the-chosen, which in another word was those ex-MPP (Student Representative Councils) chose. Even in a such small places like here, we do not have much liberality to voice out what we really hope for. Which means we are not be able to determine how our future will look like. For the Student's Affair Department, it is best for You Students to be as tame as the pet where they are best to manipulate with. Incident like in UPM will never ever happened here, as the authorities has 101% control over the student affair. However, a little bit of rejoices is where the study atmosphere over here does not ruined by the opposition power like other varsity did.

2nd, the competition atmosphere.Why on earth is the wasting of almost 3000 thousands pieces of papers for the campaign posters while it is enough for the students to study for at least a year?! It is pointless to make the campaign as peaceful as they want while all the rubbish are flying around the campus like nobody business. Quoted from the authority, ".......A peaceful campaign has been held leading to the election day. Posters of the candidates can be seen everywhere in campus....". It is definitely peaceful. There is no voice of opposition towards the candidates, nor even the speech from the candidates themselves. Neither do the candidates know their opponents are, where the election was really like the election in a certain club which is only difference where they get the agreement from majority of the students. Well, what is the point for election then? To emphasize on your choosing of the students' representatives is the correct choice? Hmm, I wonder how will that be.

Just got the news of the results. It was 2 seats for Chinese. First time in the history I think. It is so surprise that the 2 popular Indian candidates (and the only 2) lost in the voting. KBB sure will be planning for another riot soon. Hope it will be fast!